Hi
Got hit all of the sudden yesterday. Think it was from eating food that was saturated in vinegar and maybe a kg Christmas cookies and caramels... Ah well, it tasted good. But i got a bit disappointed cause i missed out on two Crossfit workouts i really wanted to join. It reminded me how lucky i am now, as this just happens once in awhile. And i have to laugh, i mean missing out on workouts. LOL, worse things has happened :D
Went trough 19 l O2, didn`t abort the attack so i decided it didn`t work enough so i decided to just rid it out. Sometimes it feels like this is the only thing to do, the pain feels a certain way, also when it feels like that i know that nothing will work very well. And if i keep trying different things i will only sort of drag it out in time.
In the middle of the day today i felt really really tired all of the sudden, and then it was gone. How wonderful :) And now it feels like it never happened. It `s so odd, the same thing every time. When it`S over it`s just a distant memory. I have to say, it can be very tough to know that the Imitrex might take the pain away, and when you have it in your house it... But the thought of starting a Imitrex rollercoaster isn`t tempting at all. Or the thought of how your heart kind of struggles afterwards. Gives me the creeps. It has happened that i have taken the shot and placed it against my body and then put it away without using it. Cause i know it, it will not benefit me. One shot may make it worse the day after. Also it gives you a brain forg for days, even weeks. And every time i just rid things out i am so happy for it when it`s over. When a person with CH choose not to use something that could take the pain away during a hit, that really says how nasty that medicine is. Nasty shit, i absolutly fear it.
This used to be high cycle times, so this is great. Looking forward to a good nights sleep and wake up refreshed tomorrow:)
Tomorrow i love you tomorrow :)
Tingeling
Got hit all of the sudden yesterday. Think it was from eating food that was saturated in vinegar and maybe a kg Christmas cookies and caramels... Ah well, it tasted good. But i got a bit disappointed cause i missed out on two Crossfit workouts i really wanted to join. It reminded me how lucky i am now, as this just happens once in awhile. And i have to laugh, i mean missing out on workouts. LOL, worse things has happened :D
Went trough 19 l O2, didn`t abort the attack so i decided it didn`t work enough so i decided to just rid it out. Sometimes it feels like this is the only thing to do, the pain feels a certain way, also when it feels like that i know that nothing will work very well. And if i keep trying different things i will only sort of drag it out in time.
In the middle of the day today i felt really really tired all of the sudden, and then it was gone. How wonderful :) And now it feels like it never happened. It `s so odd, the same thing every time. When it`S over it`s just a distant memory. I have to say, it can be very tough to know that the Imitrex might take the pain away, and when you have it in your house it... But the thought of starting a Imitrex rollercoaster isn`t tempting at all. Or the thought of how your heart kind of struggles afterwards. Gives me the creeps. It has happened that i have taken the shot and placed it against my body and then put it away without using it. Cause i know it, it will not benefit me. One shot may make it worse the day after. Also it gives you a brain forg for days, even weeks. And every time i just rid things out i am so happy for it when it`s over. When a person with CH choose not to use something that could take the pain away during a hit, that really says how nasty that medicine is. Nasty shit, i absolutly fear it.
This used to be high cycle times, so this is great. Looking forward to a good nights sleep and wake up refreshed tomorrow:)
Tomorrow i love you tomorrow :)
Tingeling
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