Sara`s birthday :)

Hi

Sara had birthday today, 8 years. Big girl!!! She invited all the girls from her class to bowling and pizza.

Made muffins for the party

13 little bowlers ready!!!



All the sugar starts to kick in!!

Sara`s watching the board on the pic at the top. Not happy, lol....  Win and loose, we all have to do both!! That`s life :)



She had a wonderful day. She said "mum i feel so happy inside". Looking like she doesn`t smile at this picure maybe, but she is. Theyr laughing about something and tries to smile "normal".

Now she`s sleeping. she was happy and tired. How exciting it is to have birthday when your 8 years old. So wonderful how they live in the moment.

I felt a sharp pain coming when i was about to go, but apperantly i`m stupid so i thought oh well, i`ll knock it down with a Red Bull when i come there. HAHA!! clever clever... Should think i learned after all these years. Obviously not, cause i didn`t go in again and pick up a bottle O2. Almost facinating. But i managed 13 kids high on sugar scraming and bowling for a couple of hours, can`t complain then can i? Managing that tells your ok whatever level of pain your in. Had to deliver my car to a buddy who`s going to fix it for EU control thing, another buddy picked us up and drove us home. Run right to my tank and now i`m ok, just a mild shadow. That don`t count. Preparing for this has not been a struggle, i was not exhausted before i started. This months usually been such a worry for me, it`s been hard and difficult. It `s been the kind of thing that make you feel as you die a little on the inside. This year it`s been easy and filled with joy. It has been just wonderful. My daughter fell asleep happy on her birthday. So yeah, i`m fine, i`m happy.

Good night, sweet dreams :)

Tingeling