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I`m a chronic CH`er, living life and enjoying it. Want to share the life of a chronic.

Monday, January 16, 2012

Same time every year

Good morning :)

Haven`t slept much this night. Been in constant pain from yesterday. Still got the pain. When your in a certain level of pain, it`s odd how difficult everything gets in a way. I get this ear popping thing sometimes, when i got a extra bad time. It`s ear popping that goes to inner ear vibration thing. It feels and sounds like my eardrum`s vibrating. Unpleasant and i also looses my hearing then so it`s kind of confusing sometimes. Same time every year it turns extra bad, and it`s like there`s nothing to do about it. But the time goes and soon i`m done with those datoes. It feels like i got glowing hot lava inside of my brain. This is really not pain, this is beyond pain. One time i had been frying bacon and i had boiling bacon fat in the pan, i accidently poured it on my thigh, i was wearing a shorts. It didn`t hurt but i was thinking i`m going to get scares, oh no. We always compare pain against the worst pain we experienced, CH changes a persons limits to what pain is, as i experience it at least.

Got to go and try with some more O2 or maybe go outside in the cold and freeze a bit.

Enjoy a wonderful day :)

Later!!!

Ting

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